Sibei stress -,-"

i don't know, i don't know what to do, i don't know what to say.

I really really really regretted continuing dance this year.

I like sooooo wanted to change to Drama or something during the December holidays, i told myself i would. But in the end, i don't know what made me stay.. and i regret many many now.

I like told Wardah i want to quit dance and asked her to replace me for the Danceworks competition this Saturday. I know it's like damn irresponsible but i.. don't know. Edora asked something that really kept me thinking ' Is that why you didn't dance well today?' and i was like.. :

Me: I don't know.

Her: Don't know what?

Me: Ahyoueh, i don't know. I don't know what to do la.

Me: It's okay la, i will still go for the competition de la.

and i walked away.

I know there'll be gossips about me and all in school, in dance.

But i'm not going to care about anything already.

I was talking to YiiHui, Saranya and Roshini about it just now.

Cabin Club, slack club lai de ._____.

Drama Club, what i wanted but... i also don't know LOL

Bball, i know.. 'Bball' like OMG O.O me? in bball? Seriously, but i think i kinda like got interest in bball, no idea why.. maybe because of yesterday's match? Don't know, so random..

Ah, whatever man.
Going to play audi to destress now :D
P.S. me not Shantelle :]
P.S. i did not hack or anything ho.